nothing lasts forever.

I have tattoo fever lately. So does my boss. I love everything about my life. Great friends who all seem happy too, A great job with wonderful friends to work with, a perfectly  romantic boyfriend who takes very good care of me. Everything is great.
Its a new year. I've made some new friends. I am going to try and be more active this year, get into some new hobbies like sculpting again and painting ,I want to  cut back on the drinking and smoking and exercise a lot more and get into shape.
I wish everyone a happy new start this year! :-)

Christmas is comming up fast I still need to get a lot of gifts.
Mikes been working a lot lately and been sick. Its weird both working so much all the time and only seeing each other at night right before bed. I miss when we could spend all day together everyday but thats life now. I still do not have a working car but I'm used to it now. The weather is finally starting to feel right. Im at home bored...

thats all.

thanks nathan.


I love this thing. Its a cute idea <3

http://www.formspring.me/MandaMcPhee

i really want to cook a big dinner tonight. But I never got my paycheck this week.
I'm suppost to get it today.. I'll keep my fingers crossed.
I'm dirt broke. I don't even have a dollar in my wallet anymore. No cigarettes,no car, no money. This needs to change real quick! Or I'm going to go nuts in this house. I have 5 days off of work I do not go back until next tuesday.
Oh well.

I will be 23 on December 5th.
I'm not really excited. If anything I'm bored with getting older.
I might be doing something I might not but If I happen to I'd love some friends to join.
<3

I love stupid girls.

my nieces and nephew rock haha.

they are all getting so big!!

just had the weirdest scarriest fucked up dream and i kept waking up and going back to sleep and it still would pick up where it left off and get worse.
We were in africa for some reason to look at animals or some shit and then some how the african army was pissed that americans were there so they started killing people off. And it basically turned into everyone hiding on track tracks trying to get back to someplace the army wasn't.
The people getting killed was so vivid and real, and they were even raping people and it was so fucked.

God I've never been happier to be awake.

I'll never dream again lol.

When did it all go to shit?

 It's time for me to start taking care of myself.


shannons party was fun.

alcohol is my only weakness.

Happy Birthday Shannon

Hopefully keywest in two weeks.

Nik Mike Peacock Analiy Mikey and Myself partied with these two Friday night until 5:30 in the morning.
This was probably one of the weirdest yet coolest things that has ever happened. The pool bar closed after 2 so no one could get any drink and we had a cooler full of beer because we prepared. That cooler made us have one of the best nights in Orlando.
So many jokes, so many memories.
Jason Mewes is one of the funniest people I've ever had the pleasure of meeting. He was also geniuine and not a bitchass celebrity like Shannon Dauroty whom I wanted to punch in the throat. Linda Blair looked like she has been doing meth for years. Faruiza Balk is the prettiest little thing I have ever seen in my life I wish I could have made love to her. This is one of the best weekends I've ever had in my life.
I can't wait for the next one!

Now for the next plan. Shannons Birthday is next Monday. I am throwing her a birthday party/BBQ at our house and everyone is invited so do not be shy. I just don't need people here that dont know shannon and just are looking for a place to party. That doesn't fly with me.
Especially with all this "amanda is just an alcoholic" nonsense thats been floating around lately out of jealous mouths.
I in fact do drink but that is because I am 22 and I know when to stop. I also do not drink all the time because I have an amazing job and I like showing up for it.
<3 I'll let everyone know of more info later for this weeked

will i wake tommrow from this nightmare?

I hate days like this.

I think I'm coming to realize a lot lately. Like growing up fucking sucks. I miss being 18, driving around getting into trouble not giving a shit about what I have to do the next day. Meeting all kinds of people, going to all kinds of places, the shows at all the places that have closed down and the friends I shared those memories with at that time that are long gone today (if not mentally then physically). I never realized how much it sucks to live on your own pay bills work your ass off and still be out of money all the time. Taking the damn garbage out, making sure the house is clean, caring for all these animals. It just gets old.
My car hasn't worked in over a month now. I use mikes other car to get to and from work but thats it. Other than that I'm usually stuck at home all by myself trying to make ends meet. Don't get me wrong I love my life, but when I spend my entire day at work , then come home to have to work some more its not very much fun. Teamwork is the word here.
In other news I have decided a party is very much in order here. On halloween october 31st 2009- SATURDAY NIGHT  I will be throwing a huge.. fucking ridiculous halloween party. I'm talking to works. You name it we will have it.  Everyone is invited I'd like to see lots of faces to make a memorable night with. This is what I call our "party season"  Halloween party, Thanksgiving day dinner party, My birthday party in December, A Christmas party in December, A New Years party in December, then we wait for St.Patricks day in March as well as my sibblings birthdays.
It's going to be wild.

<3

got a little too drunk but still had a fantastic time!

Dear Nick..

Lets start a band!

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

a lots been going on this week,.

Madness...

Come out to rackums tonight for some drinks and friends and fun.
No one likes the work week.